Still Hard to Believe

Even after almost 4 months, it is still hard for me to believe I am a mama. I still just look at him and find it hard to believe that all those years of pain and longing for a child are finally over. He is absolutely wonderful! I am constantly amazed at the things he will do. He is such a smart little thing. He has come such a long way with us. All those insecurities I felt for the first several weeks are finally gone. It took a while, but he has now bonded to me and it just makes my heart melt when he calls me mama. We are so lucky to have been blessed with such a wonderful child.