Sunday, July 12, 2009

Part II

When I was blogging last night, I felt the need to get up in front of the church to tell them about how everything happened, about putting God first, not the desire to have a baby. Bro Tony got up and said that when he stood up last night during the invitation and was speaking to the congregation about whoever needed to come down, he said he looked at me and knew it was me. He said that when I finally came down and was with our pastor, he said in his mind he saw me and Eric up front holding our baby for the baby dedication. When I called my mama to tell her about this, she asked me why I thought he didn't tell me this last night. I believe there is a reason, it needed to be public. My church family needed to hear this. It would not have the same affect if I told them this is what he said, they needed to hear it for themselves. That is why I felt that desire to tell them about me changing my priorities. I told y'all that Sue said my face popped into her mind when she was praying, but she also said that earlier she had prayed that whatever is keeping us from having a baby, that it be taken away. My prayer has been that our having a child would bring glory to God. I want is to be seen without a doubt. Y'all need to stay tuned, cause I have a feeling this is about to get interesting....

3 comments:

Diana Kat said...

Can't wait to hear more :)

Tiff said...

Can't wait for it!!! Bring it on!!!

bluecottonmemory said...

I've been where you are. For some reason, Biblically and tody, childbearing is something that draws women incredibly closer to God. I think we feel so helpless, that we finally let Him carry us. My Faith post talks about that. Speak your faith--speak God's promises in your life. Whatever you are battling in your mind, speak your faith. Be blessed!